I wish... x)

   People usually spend a lot of time thinking about the past, thinking about things they have done or things they wish they have done, so I decide to do it myself... (not true, my teacher told me to do it #istillhatemyteacher... lol ).
   When I was young I loved to swim. One day I went to the beach with my family and decided swim even though the sea was troublous. I don't have to say that I drowned, right? Since that day I am scared of water. The months that followed that day, I couldn't even go inside a tub without freaking out. If only I had listened to my mother and hadn't go swimming, I would still enjoy swimming.
   A few years ago I started to drink, and I used to drink a lot. I wasn't addicted but I really liked it. In 2010 one cousin of mine died of leukemia, she was only 16. I got really depressed and angry with everyone, everything, so I began to drink twice as much as I used to. From all that alcohol all I could get as a reward was liver failing. If only I hadn't been so immature, I wouldn't had suffered so mush. Now I'm OK, but I can't dink or eat anything that may damage my liver (bye bye my dear caffeine ).
   There are so many things that I wish I had done it differently but you know what? How cares?!?! Just look how many times I wrote the word "I"! I'm only thinking about how different my past could had been but if anything was different I wouldn't be who I am now, and I really like who I am now. :)
    People should stop thinking about the unreal and impossibles things, and start facing the reality.


Here one of mt favorite songs that kind of say what I just wrote.

Kissus

Amy

 
  

Hi =]

Hi, stranger!

  
   I never though I'd create a blog because I always though it's something stupid. Well, I still think it's stupid but my teacher told me to create it, so here it is. o/ 

   My name is Amapola, but everyone calls me Amy (it's easier lol), and I'm 19 years old. I'm not the type of girl who likes to tell everyone what's on my mind or even talk about myself. (now try to imagine how hard it is for me to create a blog and, as if it's not enough, talk about me right in the first post... #ihatemyteacher).
   Well, let's get through it!
   I love to read and listen to music. I really like to hang out with my friends. They are crazy, so it's really nice to be near them, especially because we all are involved with music, so every time we get together we end up playing the guitar until late at night tying to create new songs, but we never come up with something good... lol
   I kind of grew up in a christian home but I only became a truly believer last year, after I got sick. Well, no one searches for God when everything is OK and I was not an exception (sadly). When someone hears that I'm a christian, they usually think that I'm going to disrespect other religions or just start evangelizing atheists... Relax, I'm not like that.(lol) I love science, math and physics, and I think that it is just another way to prove the existence of God
   
I'll post here some of my favorites songs, because I don't know what to write anymore =X, but I hope you like it =]

Kissus,

Amy.

                                                Children of God - Third Day

In the Mourning - Pararomore

 

Lose my Soul - Toby Mac

Elephant Gun - Beirut